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Friday

Went for running though he cannot make it (You know who you are:)) with the Poly 50 team. End up helping them run the lap. Lol … I am not good in running short distance, more to the long distance runner. Anyway we manage to finish the 50 rounds in 1h 42min which Melvynn say its slow cos they manage to finish it in 1h 32min last year. Ehm after thinking about it, there are some reason that cause us to run slow.

1. There were 10 people at first, but towards the end only left 7 people(Alvin and Kim Choo vomited, Eileen got stitches)

2. No motivation to run faster

3. No competitive mood

Hope that on Poly 50 that day it will be better. Super tiring after the run, rest for a while and went home.

Saturday

Plan to do to print banner for EEE idol but my leg cramps was horrible and can’t walk properly. Sorry KC and KT:( And I stay home the whole day, and rot. But it seems that I am more awake. Sleeping on weekends seems nota problem to me, but sleeping on weekdays seems to be the problem. Study-strees? Nah… how would I have this when I am almost playing games on laptop on every lesson. Opps bad example … dun learnJ

Recently last week had a dream and had it almost everyday, about the same thing, about the same person. Guess should just change my status to single but not available huh… cos thinking of him. But I sacrifice for him before, maybe he doesn’t even knows it. He may have jut treat me as a sister or a frind. Going further seems possible, but does he know about it and most importantly, does he want to go further with me?

I guess it seems impossible unless he knews it….

Sunday

Okay, you may think I am irresponsible, but now the problem does not lies on me but someone close to me!!! All this person wants me to do is study, study and study! With textbook! Not laptop. And this person doesn’t even allow me to use it!!! Oh please, study is not everything man and please stop comparing me with other people.

I just want a peaceful life, with friends and family support.

Is that so difficult?