I remember the times where lots of friends crowd around me, but now, well I don't want to say.
I hate the feeling of how people treat you as friend when they need you.
After they don't need you, I guess those friends of yours will kick you aside.
Experience before? The feeling is sucky right?
Sometimes I wonder why?
I have been feeling down, but I did feel better after I saw those messages he send me. Though he went to the army already, but when he book out he will send a message to 问候.
I believe I am not the only one receiving the message, but at least he did remember me :)
Life in poly have been up and down.
For now, I guess I have to concentrate on my studies and nothing else.
Hi I am blogging on my itouch again. Like I said, I am super bored. Lecture with Roger is kan boring ... I wanna go home now but he is still blahhing about DC motor ...
Oh ya, the blouse I brought from the online shop came today. Though I wasn't at home to receive due to school. And guess what, my mum message me and say the blouse I brought is ugly.
Huh!?!
Like super nice lah ... I think her taste got some problem. Oops sorry. Hehe :P
It has been ages since I blog due to the busy working schedule I have for my work. Actually planned to go hong kong during the holiday but I was cancelled. Well I was upset but nevertheless I have more time to go shopping in bugis.
Well the teacher is dismissing the class soon so I think I will update agin when I have time though I don't know when is it. Hehehehehehee. :D
Hello I am finally back after 4 weeks of MIA .. Hehe :D
I have a been working for the past 4 weeks.
Super tiring, and working full shift for almost every single day.
I manage to squeeze one day for shopping.
Work till 3 pm yesterday, treat my colleague KOI milk tea yesterday. Dine in at my work place with ferlicia, had baked chicken linguine, thai green mango salad and a apple tart.
Greetings on different language ...
Hello
你好
안녕하세요 annyeonghaseyo
こんにちわ konnichiwa
Thanks in different language
Thank you
谢谢你
감사합니다 gamsahabmida
ありがとう arigato
Have been using back twitter back recently ... Saw a meaningful tweet
" A true friend never lies to make you happy.
They always tell the true even if it hurts"
I went out with my girlfriends!!! Meet Zhi ting and Ferlicia first before going to Yew Tee to meet Samantha. As usual, I bicker with Samantha. Went to The Cathay first to catch The Karate Kid. It was a awesome movie!!! Highly recommended to watch *Thumbs up* After the movie went to Plaza Sing to get myself a new slipper, shop around in daiso before going to Swensen for dinner. Had fish and chip and we spend around 66 dollars plus =D
Take our own sweet time and walk to Cineleisure cos Zhi ting wanted to take neoprint =D Walk to Taka and brought mummy a mango mousse cake which she say it was very nice. =)Went back home at 8 plus as I have work the next day. Went to Zinc to buy my bag and dinner for brother and mummy.
Overall, I brought myself a new slipper, a new anklet, a new bag and spend more than 100 bucks that day =(
14th June
Went to Marina Barrage for Educational Trip. Sounds so primary school ... hee hee =)
Went there to learn how our barrage work ... Early in the morning at 9.After the whole thing end, went around the barrage to play and fool aroung together with hui min, mei lin and shu huey. Took a lot of crazy photo. Then shu huey went home to have lunch and the rest of us went to marina square de Jack's Place for lunch. And is super worth it!!!Then we to MPH bookshop to buy books. Then we went home.
16th June
I went to the dental to have my 2 teeth pluck out before going to work. Total payment cost me $226.
18th June Planned to meet my girlfriends to have lunch at pizza hut but I couldn't take anything hard. In the end I went shopping with mummy. Went to BBP, treated mummy dinner at The Cafe Cartel. when I say treated, I really paid the bill. Cost me $44. Wanted to buy myself a new watch, and I told mummy about it. Guess what she say? "You want buy loh" OMG ... I think that mummy is spoiling me too much. Went to CCK Xchange the watch trend and brought myself a French Connection watch and it was on 25% discount!!!! Still cost me $123 and mummy help me PAY FIRST. Which means I have to pay her back lah.
In 1 week, Ms Ong Xin Hui
YOU HAVE SPEND MORE THAN $400 !!! IS'T IT TIME TO STOP SPENDING AND START SAVING OR ELSE YOU HAVE NO MONEY TO PAY YOUR NEXT CONSULTATION FEE!!!!
Haha I am now trying blogging with itouch now. It seems possible ... I shall update more tomorrow with my lappy. It is going to be a super long post ... and I promise to log in to blogger.com to update. Cheers
Like I promised , today will be a brand new day of starting this blog again.
I don't care how you people think of me, I may have wrote comments that made some of you upset. But i have to say that all these are my true feelings, and I have the rights to voice out my thoughts, don't I?
6 weeks of school has passed, and exams are coming up. Worst ... I have to finish STUDYING all the topics taught in 2 weeks!?! WTH!?!
Blame me for not listening to class, but how to concentrate in lecture theatre and ...
IT'S A GOOD TIMING HAVING A ITOUCH HUH ... XINHUI ?-.-ll
It made me less wanting to study.
Study please ... Someone please ask me to start studying now. I don't want to last min hug Buddha leg. :(
LOVE YA ... CRAZY 4 YOU
LET ME BE THE ONE
AND FOREVER
NEVER A DISAPPOINTMENT ... Guess what am I talking about ?
YES!!!!
Is SS501 ...weeeee.
Although it is a mini album again :(
But I love their songs :) *Thumbs up for SS501*
I wanted to get their limited edition album but it cost 40 bucks:(
Woah ... Time flies... It's like mother's day already. Mummy accompany me to bugis today to get my adidas red jacket. Wee ... I finally brought it after so long and IT WAS ON 30% DISCOUNT !!!! HAPPY TO THE MAX =D
Then when back to meet daddy to have dinner, and i went to watson together with mummy to get myself a new moisturize. I can't believe my mummy actually ask me to get the expensive one. *speechless* I end up buying the Bio-essence hydro spa energy moisturizer cream.
In the end, i spend more than $300 bucks today, plus a gift for my mummy=D
Firstly, i would like to thank all the people who wishes me happy birthday. Life is busy, though more slack than my first year but this week pass rather smoothly because of early dismissal from almost all lecture tutorial.
I may not be updating as frequent as last year.
Lastly, I hope this year will pass smoothly and peacefully.
Today is the first day of my official 2nd year. With a new hairstyle and a new spectacle. This blog has been rotting for weeks since I MIA since the beginning of school holiday. I will just update my blog now.
I have spend my holiday on mostly work, since there is really shortage of staff. 7 weeks, work more than 40 hour per week isn't easy for me. I finally fell sick on the last week of holidays, took three days of MC before going back to work again. Though I recovered, I made mummy really worry of me. So I am going to keep myself healthy and fit =)
Today was a boring day. I had GEMs in the morning, and was dismiss 1 hour early. Next was the electrical installation design. Dismiss 1 hour early also. Then the last period was maths tutorial and dismiss early 20 minute.
Went home after that, but before that stop by popular bookstore to get myself 2 ring file, 2 slim file and a brown pen. Mummy wasn't at home, brother is going to work later so I have the whole house myself.
Change my blog song to Kyu Jong latest single "Confession" and it was awesome =D Found this cute picture of him and wanted to share=D
SUPER DUPER CUTE OF HIM RIGHT?
And i shall end this post with him as the last thing of this post. CHEERS =D
Came to clear the dust for my blog. It’s rather dead huh?
I am not blogging like I used to.
This blog of mine actually reflects the other side of myself.
I may be a happy person; however I don’t really let my emotional feeling out to all.
It’s only when people visited this webpage knows my feeling.
Although Chinese New Year is coming, it seems that I am not as excited as usual. In my secondary school days, my class will be busy decorating the classroom so as to bring out the happiness and excitement for CNY.
When I am working full –time, it will be a busy period that I forgot that I off shift already. I will see my manager and supervisor going back to Malaysia to celebrate CNY while we had to work. And I will be super happy as i have 2 days off. But right now, it seems that there is no excitement of CNY in me. Maybe because that I have grown up, or is it ha the wee after CNY is sessional exam? Well, it is possible.
Places that I went before brings lot of memories.
Example?
I used to go to junction 8 for movies with friends before settling down to cineleisure
Marina Barrage? Committee outing, of course!
Taking the bus to yew tee that passes by my secondary school? All the good and naughty things we done in our secondary school life.
However, places that I used to go every time become a memory to me; orit becomes places I seldom go.
Places that become a memory to me will be my secondary school , class chalet, outing, etc.
And places that I seldom go now? Well, it is the clubhouse. I have not been going down since term 4 started. This place, well, I used to go down everyday when I first started. But now, club members should know that I am not as active as it used to be.
Somehow, I just feel that it is all about passion. I just don’t feel comfortable when I am at club. I mean, I am not close to anyone except some, I feel that I am a true stranger when I am at club.i don’t like to initiate a talk mainly because
1.I don’t know what to talk about
2.I am being ignored
3.I am a stranger and always a stranger
Somehow this passion is fading away, it is not as strongas it used to be which causes me not as active as I used t be.
I have my limits, is not that I cannot be active.
But this is no longer a problem to me. Whether I am present, I just feel that I am always absent.i feel weird when I am there, I feel weird as I am out of nowhere.
Somehow, I feel that I am out of nowhere, no matter where I am, whether is in class, with my clique, at work. It seems that I am closing up to myself, not as talkative as I used to, not enjoying the company of friend but rather spend time with myself.
Pretty emo huh?
I guess that’s me right now.
Somehow I find myself really lost in this world. I don’t know what am I doing, what am I thinking. My feeling has fail me, I can’t feel for my feeling now, and I don’t know my feeling now. The feeling of mine has numb ...
I am really lost
I wonder how long will I take to overcome this obstacles ..
Sometimes i feel like I'm left out,
Sometimes I don't like my life,
Sometimes I feel like the world should be different,
Sometimes I just think there's a missing piece,
Sometimes I feel like people don't like me,
by Run Run S
I just feel like sharing this poem with all of you. Sometimes is a beautiful word, when I saw this on the net.
Sometimes I wonder why I always let myself get hurt when it is not my fault. Sometimes I am sure that I know myself really well, but the next moment, I am not sure of myself.
“So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about”
I really do not know what to post, sometimes it looks really low, boring. Maybe through this I may understand myself better.
Maybe I really belong to the loner group. But it does not mean that I prefer to be alone. I am a human; I still need someone to talk to when I am down.
You dream that you will succeed. But when you fail, you wonder why in the first place you not succeeded. Reason is “Because it is a dream”.
Maybe it is time for me to wake up from the very long dream I had so many years.
Then while thinking of what to post, I saw this article I really wanted to share. The article is called “Doodling on odd pieces of paper may reveal things about you that you prefer to keep quiet”.
This is what the article wrote.
“Doodling is something that most of us do, almost without realising it.
Doodling on the top of a document, or letter, near to the title line of a handout is telling us that our own subconscious thinks it has something far more important to say than what is being discussed.
Doodling right in middle of a sheet of paper may show a need for space and freedom but decorating the bottom of the sheet can indicate introversion. Rows of symmetrical patterns can reveal a need to put life into sort of order and make sense of it while interconnected abstract doodles shows a subconscious need to pull together the loose ends in life.”
Next topic =)
Life is bored as usual. Yup, I am switching back to Chinese music. This week I have been listening to three Chinese albums. They are 杨丞琳, 罗志祥,黄靖伦, 大嘴巴
Honestly, I really like Jin Lun’s album a lot especially the song which is currently playing. I meant that I prefer his album than Show Luo and Rainie Yang album. The feel is there and his songs are really meaningful.
But also like the Show Luo and Rainie Yang album, just that I like Huang Jing Lun’s album more =D
Da mouth album is more focus on dancing songs but I still like it =)
Exam are near, I totally still in my lalaland mood. Totally not serious at all. But I just change my habit. I am not playing facebook as frequently as last time. Cutting down on watching Hong Kong drama too.
My laptop has just been back to me and I need to find time to install the entire school application program back.
I love the way you smile :D
