Sunday, 6 January 2013

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

Happy New Year!!

Happy new year people!!! ^^
Still can't believe is 2013 already, and i survived 2012! Woohoo!

No new year resolution yet, but hopefully I can find the correct path for myself, regardless for life work love

For life, I'm still not so sure of what I really want but right now just live life to the fullest with no regrets.

For work, well nothing much to say. I've got great colleagues, working was fun except about sucky customer. Other than this, overall was okay ^^

For love, well I guess right now I'm not the usual me. I get paranoid real easily right now. Just a simple conversation can make me think alot about you and me. Whether if I really important to you. When friends ask me if I'm single or attached I don't really even know how to answer such a simple question. Always simply brushing off the question by saying "you think ley" isn't going to help much,  or by saying "I'm a low-profile person"
I've to admit I'm tired of taking initiative, this is not the usual me. If it's the past I would even bother much, but as time goes by it's draining me more and more. It's like draining me mentally, which I would know when I will breakdown once again. Crying in the sleep isn't helping me anymore.
I guess starting from today onwards I'm not going to take so much of the initiative, leaving my precious weekend all to you. I should start spending more time with my friends and family which at least I wun be so mentally tired.

To be honest, I think your friends are more important to you than me. This is what you made me think.
You got my schedule, I won't be bother to ask if you want to go out with me. I guess I wun be bothering you much anymore. It's too much for me to take it.